Big Bang's T.O.P. attempted suicide

TOP's dramatic revelations this week:

The member of Big Bang gave an exclusive interview to the Hong Kong magazine PRESTIGE. It was an opportunity for him to look back on his career. 

The idol shared with the magazine his sorrow over the treatment of trainees and idols in the industry. For him, all artists are shaped like robots. They are programmed to do what the label expects from them. As a result, despite the popularity of idols, they feel empty and lonely. 

TOP announces wanting to train real artists with an identity who would be totally different from BIG BANG.

But the artist also had the opportunity to reflect on his scandals and his hiatus.

And it was at that moment that he revealed he had already tried to end his life. 

Five years ago, after being put on hold following the marijuana scandal, TOP at his lowest, attempted suicide. 

It was only later that the idol understood that his act could have hurt many people including his family and his fans. 

TOP says that it was music that kept him alive at that time and that the idea of filling his library with musical works he himself would have composed gave him the strength to survive.